my top 10 songs of 2008

it's hours before 2009! this blog entry is inspired from judd's top 10 sports events of 2008. the lyrics of these songs related somehow in my past year. my top 10 songs of 2008 (in random order):

1. love lockdown by kanye west. i used this in my early blog entitled, do you remember your first? it's a song for someone i know.

Im not lovin you, the way I wanted to

What I had to do, had to run from you

Im in love with you, but the vibe is wrong

And that haunted me, all the way home

2. heartless by kanye west. another one from my recent blog... it's my song for me. hahaha

In the night, I hear 'em talk,

the coldest story ever told

Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless..

How could you be so heartless?

Oh.. How could you be so heartless?

3. go girl by ciara. i love cici she's so hot! and t-pain. i'm your go girl. ;)

Go-Girl 

I'm the energizer PlayBoy bunny, I keep going and going 

And you know it, that's why they call me 

Go-Girl 

4. just dance by lady gaga. my inspiration for my blog title. :) i love her super blonde hair! reminded me of my clubbing days in 2008! :)

What's going on on the floor? 

I love this record baby

But I can’t see straight anymore

Keep it cool, what's the name of this club? 

I can't remember but it's alright, alright

5. if i were a  boy by beyonce. it says it all. those damn boys. hahaha

If I were a boy 

I think I could understand 

How it feels to love a girl 

I swear I'd be a better man 

6. single by new kids on the block. they must be now the 'daddies on the block". hahaha but hey, they're hot! and yeah, i'm single since birth. :D

Pretty mama, if you're single, 

Single... You don't gotta be alone tonight

So while the DJ plays this single,

Single... Just pretend that I'm your man tonight

7. miss independent by ne-yo. i simply am. :)

Cause she walk like a boss 

Talk like a boss 

Manicure nails just set the pedicure off 

She's fly effortlessly 

8. one more drink by ludacris feat. t-pain. damn! bring it on!! hahaha

[T-Pain]

If I take one more drink,

I'm gonna end up f**kin' youuu,

Is that what you wanna do shawty?,

If I take one more drink,

I'm gonna end up f**kin' youuu,

You too!!!

9. that's what you get by paramore. love em! my song for well...

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore

It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score

And why do we like to hurt, so much?

10. t-shirt remix by shontelle and the dream. i love the dream. i don't have anyone's shirt though. i like it, it's sweet. :)

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you

Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos

Taking them off cause I feel a fool

Trying to dress up when I'm missing you

Ima step out of this lingerie

Curl up in a ball with something Hanes

In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on

With nothing but your t-shirt on

heartless

what exactly is a 'special friend?' you care about this person. you're not friends because you do things what lovers do but you're not together. you're not just cuddy buddies either because you date. you have the hots for each other but don't want to be involved with one another. definitely no commitment, the only commitment required is staying true and honest with each other. probably you love each other but you're not just 'in love' to one another. you both date other people. the question is, how long will that kind of relationship last?

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i met my almost ideal guy. it's so ideal that he's not the one. he has the looks, a major player, he's smart, he's not superficial, he's generous, he has big dreams, he's a gentleman and spontaneous but he's not serious to me or to any of his women. sigh.

a positive note: kanye is talking about a heartless woman. :P

do you remember your first?

i'm not loving you

way i wanted to

what i had to do

had to run away from you

i'm in love with you

but the vibe is wrong

and that haunted me all the way home

i clearly do. whether it be my first day in college, in driving, in setting foot to a club, in my first major presentation to a client or whatever.  it was my first day at my new work where there is no formal training and the most important investment i have to lay down is love. 

i grew up with the brainchild of my father as we are almost of the same age. he would always take me there on weekends and when i was already in college, he required me to have a summer job there. but the stubborn as i was, i opted to seek elsewhere after graduation. realization sinked in. i had no love for it before but now i do. my father was a visionary and his vision was right for me to take over. time can really tell that this is the right time. if only i could see him now. i know he is watching. so help me God.