heartless

what exactly is a 'special friend?' you care about this person. you're not friends because you do things what lovers do but you're not together. you're not just cuddy buddies either because you date. you have the hots for each other but don't want to be involved with one another. definitely no commitment, the only commitment required is staying true and honest with each other. probably you love each other but you're not just 'in love' to one another. you both date other people. the question is, how long will that kind of relationship last?

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i met my almost ideal guy. it's so ideal that he's not the one. he has the looks, a major player, he's smart, he's not superficial, he's generous, he has big dreams, he's a gentleman and spontaneous but he's not serious to me or to any of his women. sigh.

a positive note: kanye is talking about a heartless woman. :P